Fibromyalgia

Had a really bad week last week with my fibromyalgia and costochondritis. The pain was unbearable at times, even with pain killers.

I tried doing relaxation, watching television, reading. Nothing was helping much. Ice packs and hot water bottles did provide some relief. So did sleep, when I could get to sleep. Very often I get into bed and can’t get comfortable because of the pain and so go back downstairs, have a cuppa. Sometimes I’ll have a hot chocolate and whiskey. That helps.

At least today isn’t so bad. I’m in pain every day, but I still get on with some things. But there are times when unfortunately I can’t. I often over do it on a good day and will then pay for it. I think a lot of people with fibromyalgia do. I often lie to people as well and say I’m okay when I’m not because I just don’t want to keep going on about it. It’s something I have to live with unfortunately.

At least we’re now in Autumn. I love Autumn, the beautiful colours, cosy evenings in, lighting scented candles. Also having hot chocolate with marshmallows and cream. Roast dinners every Sunday. Bliss. Also the Garden Centres start putting out their Christmas displays. I can’t wait. I get so excited, even at 55. My daughter always laughs at me but she likes coming to the garden centre too. Time for a large cuppa tea, I think and sit in the garden.

Hope everyone is well and if anyone else is suffering from fibromyalgia or an invisible illness, hope you’re doing okay.